I’m creating a Zen space for myself.
So, it’s 2015.
I wonder what the year will hold in store? Good things, one hopes, but much of it is out of one’s own control.
Last year was a good year for us workwise: this year starts with unemployment. But on the bright side, perhaps less exhaustion from overwork to go with it. I will have to take back the gardening in-house this year as we can no longer afford to employ someone, the dogs are back on dechets, which will save us 80 euros a month, and I aim to put myself under a new-clothing embargo in the interests of economy.
Ideally I would spend nothing all year on clothing, but I think that’s a tad unrealistic – but I’m hoping to manage the first three months without spending any money on clothes. Because the truth is that I have no clothing needs, only wants.
Because I do not believe in resolutions, only in intentions, I will not commit to something like Project 333 (I’ll blog more about this later), but I hope to stick to something similar myself, along with my other intentions for 2015: to lose weight, to gain fitness, to do more yoga, and to practice more zazen.
In the interests of not spending money on clothes, I’ve spent the past couple of weeks diligently unsubscribing from five email feeds each day. It’s remarkable now little crap is now coming into my inbox. Some of these firms, such as Finisterre and Lands’ End, I did sign up for, but there were many that I did not – I’ve never bought a damn thing from Next, for instance, and yet there were their email offers, endlessly cluttering up my inbox.
In the interests of doing more yoga and zazen, I’ve also stopped looking at the news, listed some Zen and simplicity blog favourites to read over breakfast, and clawed back a dedicated space for myself in the house. Our ‘second’ bedroom, which has in turns been a guest room, a sewing room and a winter bedroom, is now going to be ‘my’ room. Weeks of decluttering and discarding furniture (25 sacks of clothes and fabric so far, plus a double bed and a marble washstand) have resulted in a space large enough to accommodate a nice daybed for lounging and reading, plus a huge area to put down a yoga mat. Most of the rest of the room is empty and I am using the money gained by selling furniture to have another closet built in.
Earlier in the year, we had closets built into one half of the room, which we exchanged for our vintage Karmann Ghia, which was rusting away in the garage. I think I got the better part of the deal, with floor-to-ceiling storage 60cm deep now running along the whole of one wall. Following Marie Kondo’s advice, I also put a bookcase in the back of the hanging section, which freed up space on our landing as well as providing me with storage for sweaters, shoes, etc.
The room is now starting to feel very Zen, and will be even more so by the summer, I hope. Here will be my singing bowl, my rune stones, my scented candles, my miniature Zen garden and my SAD lightboxes. Everything white and calm. And no-one allowed in except by appointment…